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Thursday, December 2, 2010

A Phone Pal Story - Part 9 - Last part

A Phone Pal Story - Part 9 - Last part

Last Part (By Anu)

October 5th, 2008

This is the worst day of my life. I broke the heart and trust of Nani :( .

I heard many incidents about boys who abuse girls when they reject their love and some people even gone mad and killed the girls.

I knew that Nani is not such a psycho. But what did I expect was, at least he hates me and expresses the same feeling on my face. But he burst into tears and left the place without uttering a word.

I curse myself to be rude at him and to break his heart. I know it is the biggest sin I have committed in my life. But I did not have a choice.

When we both were at Rishikonda, I could feel that somebody had been watching us. I felt very uncomfortable being there… and we left the place.

I could realize the consequence only when my uncle Manu reached our home on the next day. When he asked about my studies, I said I was doing good.



Later he asked about my friends. As I didn’t understand his intention behind that question, I took it normal and said they are fine.

Then he said “how is your boyfriend? Is he still in Vizag or left for his place?”. For a moment, I could not believe my ears.

To my surprise, he said he knew everything about our meets including our meet @ Durgam Cheruvu. He said that one of his friends saw me at Rishikonda and the same guy had seen me with Nani in Hyderabad.

He said that his friend had seen us spending together at Durgam Cheruvu.

I learnt from him that his friend was one of the bad boys we encountered at Durgam Cheruvu, I started to beg him not to say this to my parents.

Then he said “do you know how respectable are your parents at your native place? Do you know the consequences of your foolish act? Can you imagine your parents’ situation if you marry a guy who doesn’t belong to our community? Do you expect that someone comes out of this world to marry your younger sister if you marry that guy?”

I didn’t have answer to any of his questions.. I started to weep.

Then again he said “see, you are not a child to slap… you are not adult to explain in words… but one thing is sure. If you marry that boy, your parents would not live anymore. They would commit suicide. Now the choice is yours. Choose only one thing between your love and your parents.”

In that evening, my mother came to me and said that one of my school teachers had met her and praised about me and my attitude.

He saw me for the last time when I was in my 10th class. My mother told that she’s proud of me.

I didn’t know how to respond. I cannot leave Nani but at the same time, I cannot live without my parents.

It all happened because of me… it was me who had grown hopes in Nani. It was me who had met Nani in Hyderabad. It was me who did not think about our socio-religious conditions.

I don’t know whether the words of my uncle are part of emotional blackmail or not… but the only thing I know is, if I do any mistake, my sister Nidhi and my parents have to pay for it.

Finally I decided to sacrifice my love. I don’t think that Nani would listen to my words if tell him with a soft tone. He will even try to meet my parents to convince them for our marriage. If he meets my parents, my uncle will not leave him safe. So, I decided to break his love… and wanted him to hate me.

For that I asked my uncle to act as my boyfriend… he agreed readily because he was happy that Nani would be wiped off my life.

I met my friends and told them to project me bad when Nani meets them. Manu, my uncle and my friend Mohan have done their job.

But it was me who hurt my love the most… I behaved like a bi^#&. I bought a pair of western casuals (I said to Nani that I don’t like western wear so as he) and had worn them when I met him.

He was surprised to see me in western attire but did not pay much attention to that as he had something serious to worry about… it’s our love. When he tried to express his feelings and told how much he loves me, I was moved from the bottom of my heart. But I didn’t show any of the expressions on my face and had spoken with an irritated voice and asked him to say something new. I wonder how my heart became so hard like a rock.

Finally he said his last words and left the place with tears in eyes.

I could not control sorrow anymore when Nani broken into tears… I collapsed in the beach after his departure

I am the most unlucky girl on this earth to miss such a nice guy. I don’t know if I have done the right thing by choosing my parents. But I am very sure that I’ve committed the biggest mistake by breaking Nani’s heart. I will not say that I don’t know that my parents would not agree for our marriage. I knew that they won’t agree… but I thought that I could convince them for our marriage.

Now I am leading a life which is not mine. I am married to a person who never cares about me or my feelings. But I don’t feel bad to be with such person. I deserve this miserable life.

Here I urge all girls not to fall in love if you think you can’t convince your parents for your marriage. Please do not play with peoples’ emotions. All the guys would not be like Nani. There will be some guys who even kill either you or themselves.

–Anu

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THE END




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A Phone Pal Story - Part 8

A Phone Pal Story - Part 8

After our third meet at Vizag, I came back to Hyderabad and for two days I was pretty busy with my official work. During those 2 days, I had very short conversations with Anu and she sounded little disturbed with my response.

Finally we’d accomplished the successful release of our project and I got some leisure. I called up Anu and I could hear a guy’s voice over the phone. I wondered if I had dialed wrong number. I rechecked the number and tried again. To my surprise the same guy has answered the call. He told it is wrong number and when I asked about Anu, he turned to be harsh with his words.

He said it’s Anu’s number only and she gave him the mobile. I didn’t understand why did she gave her mobile to that guy and asked the same.

He told that he is her would-be and asked about my details.

I introduced myself as her friend and I requested him to make her to talk to me once. Then he started to use all abusive language which I cannot write here… :( and warned me not to call again.

I was 100% (even more) sure that Anu wouldn’t cheat me and this guy was lying. But I had no way to contact Anu to know what’s happened.



I thought of going Vizag again to see her and to know the happenings at her home. I booked the ticket to Visakha Express for the next day.

I packed some clothes and started to the railway station. While I was on the way, Anu called me and told that she wants to forget me and asked me to send her photo and gifts back to her.

I didn’t believe what I heard… when I asked to repeat, she said “I want to wipe you off from my life. I never met a guy called Nani. I am in love with a handsome guy called Gopi. He is my fiancé. I am going to marry him after my graduation. Is it enough? Then forget me. Bye” and she simply hung up.

I was confused after hearing these words… if she wants to play a prank or does she really mean it. I tried to call her but she didn’t answer the calls.

Even after such disheartening conversation, I did not give up the thought of going to Vizag. I headed towards the railway station and boarded the train.

After sitting in the train I recollected the scenes happened in my office. I had to lie to my manager that one of my close relatives has died and I’d to go out of station. He sanctioned me the leave but my colleagues were able to read my mind. They asked if anything is wrong with Anu. I said no and walked out of office.

I don’t know whether God had forgotten to fit sensitive hearts to beautiful girls. Where my colleagues could sense the pain I had felt, why this girl could not?

I went there and when I reached to their friend Mohan’s home, he told me that he saw Anu with a new guy and they both were very close to each other.

I asked about the location where he saw them together. He said it’s Bheemili. I heard once that there are some stealth places in Bheemili where lovers go for privacy.

I was shocked to learn that she was leaning on his back where he was riding Karizma bike. It is true that I felt really bad of being a jackass but I didn’t lose hope.

I took Mohan’s mobile and tried to call Anu. She answered the call and got surprised to hear my voice on the phone. She said that she was with her fiancé at some restaurant and asked me to hang up.

I could hear that some guy is talking to Anu in the backdrop and she was laughing loudly at his jokes. I stayed there for two more days and finally I could meet her in the beach..

When I meet her, she was in sleeveless top and a kapri. I remember that in the earlier days of our love, she told me that she doesn’t like western wear. But now I am seeing her in the so-called western clad.

I asked about our relationship and she told that it’s all bulls&*%. I could not control my anger and threw her photo and her gifts at her and asked her to check if everything is returned or not.

She recklessly took them and thrown into sea. I somehow managed my senses from slapping her and said “see Anu, I don’t know the reason behind your behavior… but one thing is true. It doesn’t matter whether you love me or not… I love you truly and totally. I will remember you forever as it’s my first love. I know it’s the end of my love. I will never show my face to you. At least please don’t break his (new guy) heart.”.

She smiled carelessly and said “tell me something new man… I am bored of hearing all such nonsense for past 10 months”. I didn’t utter a single word and left the place with broken heart.

– Nani.

Nani stopped writing this and closed his eyes.

His son came from behind and hugged him. Nani smiled and took his son into his lap. Then came his wife with a hot cup of coffee. After giving the cup to Nani, she asked “so, did your story come to an end? Now can I see the complete story?”.

Nani replied “No, still one more part to go. I am planning to narrate the reason behind the change in Anu’s behavior and her point of view. Probably that would be the end of this story. I will write it over this weekend and show it to you on Monday. Then you can read the complete story”.

Nani wrote the story over that weekend and shown it to his wife on the immediate Monday.

So, watch out for last part which will be posted soon :) .



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A Phone Pal Story - Part 7

A Phone Pal Story - Part 7

Part 7 -By Anu

It was 25th May, 2005

I met Nani at Durgam Cheruvu. He is such a nice guy with who cares much about me and my feelings.

He took my hand and guided me to the park on the bank of that lake. I could see many couples sitting there… and I am sure most of them were lovebirds :).

We had a tough time finding an empty bench in that park and finally Nani saw a bench which was almost invisible to outer world. He said that we would sit on that bench… but I hesitated to go there as I kept remembering Priya’s words that guys would take advantage of being invisible to others… I said “Nani, why can’t we sit here in the lawn? Do we really need to sit on a bench to talk?”. Poor guy.. without a word, he sat on the grass in the lawn and I did the same.

We kept quiet for a moment and I was waiting for him to break the ice. When I looked at him, he was staring at me. I could see a lot of love towards me in his eyes. I smiled at him and asked about his office.

He asked to keep office, studies, parents, and the world away because it’s the moment of his life where he met his first love for the first time.



He complemented that I look more beautiful than I looked in the photograph. I blushed and said thanks.

I guess most of the guys are possessive at their women. Earlier I didn’t know the reason behind asking me to sit on the hidden bench. But after a while I strongly felt like running towards that bench along with Nani.

A group of boys (probably they were some engineering college guys) was roaming around the park and passing some bad comments towards the couples they encounter. Being offended by their comments, all the couples sitting on the lawn were leaving the place. Before they come to our place, I told Nani that we would go to the bench which the bad boys could not see.

We went there and spent some time… all the time Nani was fascinated by my looks and my skin tone. He asked about the soap I use… when I asked why, he told that he would use the same to get the same skin tone I have :) . At that moment, he looked like a kid to me. I took his arm and gently pressed it. That time I determined to not to lose this nice guy at any cost.

After our first meet, we met for 4 more times in Hyderabad. Twice at his office in Hitec city and two more times at Durgam Cheruvu.

June 7th, 2005

It’s just one day before the day on which we had to go back to Vizag. I was not able to digest the fact that I had to leave Nani. On the previous day we met at Jubilee Hills Peddamma Temple and he gave me a sweet gift along with a beautiful greeting card. I was all tears while waving him good bye :(

June 8th, 2005

We were all set to start to Secunderabad Railway Station. Nidhi, Priya, and myself started to the railway station before the stipulated time to check the reservation status of our berths. My Dad and all my relatives said they would reach by the scheduled time. While we were in the bus, I got a call from Nani and he wished me a very happy journey.

We reached station by 2:30 PM and to my surprise, Nani was waiting for us at the reservation counter. I jumped in joy by seeing him. He came to me with a naughty smile and winked at me.

Priya and Nidhi went to the machine to check the status of our reservation and we sat on a bench. We talked about an hour and finally they both came with some biscuits and water bottle.

My dad and relatives reached the station by 4 PM. Nidhi and Priya went out to receive them and we both were in Train compartment. After a while, Priya called me and told that they were approaching the compartment.

Before we part, I gave him a tight hug and planted a kiss on his cheek. I could never forget the spark in his eyes when I kissed him..

We both exchanged the best wishes and he left the compartment with a heavy heart… he stayed till the train starts from the platform and we parted with tears in eyes.

We reached Vizag by next morning and I called him and acknowledged our safe journey.

After our meet, our bond had become much stronger. After a couple of months, he told that he wanted to see me again.

Generally my parents would go to our native place on every month-end to visit my grandparents.

So I thought that it would be the best time for us to meet . I took my friends’ help to arrange the accommodation for him and invited him to Vizag.

He came to Vizag twice and we both spent good time visiting all places in and around Vizag. One of my friends had arranged accommodation for him.

It was his third visit to Vizag. It was 29th Sep, 2005.

We didn’t know that it would be our last meet.

We both went to Rishikonda by my friend’s bike. There we both sat on a stone and were looking at the beauty of the sea. There were many people who were there for site seeing.

Suddenly I could feel that somebody from the nearest group was watching both of us. I told the same to Nani and we left the place.

That was the day on which the luck started to play with our love and lives.



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A Phone Pal Story - Part 6

A Phone Pal Story - Part 6

After the series of misunderstandings I thought of meeting Anu so that all our doubts will go off and our bond will become more strong.

I told Anu the same and asked if I could go Vizag to meet her.

She said that they have relatives in Hyderabad and they would be coming Hyderabad for summer vacation after her annual exams.

I felt really happy hearing that she would come to Hyderabad and was counting down the days.

Finally it’s the day 24th May 2005

She said that they were coming by Visakha Express and the coach number was S8.

As I was too excited to see her, I went to Secunderabad station before the train’s arrival. For the first time in my life, seconds seemed to be minutes and minutes seemed to be hours.

Finally I saw the train coming on to platform number 5 and I ran towards S8. From behind a pole, I was watching the passengers alighting the train. I saw a family consisting of a father and two daughters where one of the girls staring at me… I didn’t pay much attention to them and was searching for Anu.

Finally I got a doubt if those two girls are Anu and Nidhi?



I picked up my mobile and dialed Anu’s number. My guess was correct… the mobile rang just in front of me with one of those two girls. That girl was facing her back to me and I could not see her face properly.

She picked up the call and said hello. Then I said “hey green dress, turnaround… your love is waiting behind you”. By hearing those words she turned back and man… she looks absolutely beautiful.

I could see her sweet smile which I used to hear for previous 7 months on phone. She looks gorgeous in that green color salwar kameez.

Her skin tone is almost similar to milk cream and her eyes are in complete contrast to her complexion. And the morning wind is playing with her curly hair. When she turns towards me, I was speechless. I thanked God again for this wonderful gift of my life.

She might be feeling little discomfort with my gazes :) … she then adjusted her hair and said with a low tone “enough dear… now we’ve to go our relatives’ home. Let’s meet later. Bye for now”

With those words I came back into this world and was following her silently. Her sister is also looking good but she looks older than her elder sister :) .

They were waiting for the city bus and her relatives were accompanying them. I was standing a bit far from them and looking at my angel.

Then came the disturber… a vegetables vendor came to me and asked if the bus in front of me goes to Begumpet or not. I said that it would. Then he asked me to help him lift the vegetables basket and I had no choice. Anu and Nidhi burst into laughter seeing my face… as I didn’t want to be disturbed again, after helping the vendor I changed my location to next bus shelter.

Their bus had come and they got into bus. As it goes to Krishna Nagar and I’ve to get down at Ameerpet, I too boarded the bus. I got a seat exactly behind Anu’s seat and her father sat beside me…!!

I was trying to be very decent in the presence of their father and made no signs to Anu. As the bus moves, the wind swayed her hair gently and I could smell the fragrance of her hair. I bet she must have washed her hair with Rejoice shampoo (it was her favorite :) ) before boarding the train.

These bus drivers drive fast when we need it really slow and when we are in urgency they drive like as if they are riding a bullock cart. We reached Ameerpet in just 20 minutes from Sec’bad and I had to get down.

I got down the bus and sent her an SMS saying I’ll be in dayshift on that day. She replied saying OK.

I got a call from her @ 11 AM and said she would like to meet me on the next day. I said I’d make my shift to be shifted to night and meet her.

We both had decided to meet at Durgam Cheruvu on the next day at exactly 4:30 PM.

On the next day 25th May, 2005.

I was waiting for them at Krishna Nagar bus stop from 4:30 PM. I waited till 5 PM but they did not turn up.

I decided to wait till 5:15 PM and even then if don’t turn up, I would leave the place and go back to my room. Then she came along with her sister and her cousin Priya.

We four had engaged an auto rickshaw to Durgam Cheruvu and reached Durgam Cheruvu by 5:40 PM.

Priya said that she and Nidhi will roam around Hitec city and asked me and Anu to spend time alone. I thanked her and took Anu into the park at Durgam Cheruvu.

I was not aware of the consequences of our meet and the next twist of our love.


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A Phone Pal Story - Part 5

A Phone Pal Story - Part 5

After seeing the message I tried to call Anu many times… but she didn’t answer the calls and finally she switched off her mobile.

I didn’t understand the reason behind that message and was completely clueless.

I prayed to God for giving me one more opportunity to prove myself innocent. I could not bear the name CHEAT.

I decided to write a letter to Anu and post it to her friend Jyothi’s address (postal mail was the only medium between us other than phone).

I wrote a letter to give me the reason for calling me a cheat and asked if I have done any mistake…

Before posting the letter, I tried to call Anu and luckily the call was connected.

Nidhi answered the call and had told that Anu was not at home… she asked me why I’ve played such games with Anu’s emotions… I said I didn’t understand her words and asked to give me the reason for such blames. Then she told about Vinay. I exclaimed how did they know Vinay and Nidhi told that he is a distant relative to them.

Vinay, one of my best friends is relative of Anu!!! While I was in the shock, suddenly Anu snatched the phone from Nidhi and started scolding me. I waited for a couple of minutes and I asked Anu to check with Vinay about my character and my commitment towards her.



Then Anu sarcastically said “Sir, we came to know about your great personality and your so-called commitment from Vinay only. If you need just popcorn kind of relationship, why do you name it as Love and why do you play with people’s emotions?”. Her words sounded like bullets from an AK-47 rifle and I asked if I behaved wrongly at any time of this course… she said no.

I asked her to tell me what Vinay has told them… then she asked if I have any cousin who stays at my home… I said yes. But I didn’t understand the link between my cousin’s stay at my home and my love with Anu.

Anu asked me about my last meet/conversation with her. I said I met her during my last visit to my hometown which was just a week ago. I also said that it’s just a casual meet and there is no specific purpose.

She started to cry and scold me for hiding that matter… I tried to console her with my words but failed…

After a moment she asked if I was engaged with my cousin… I couldn’t control my laughter and it took 5 minutes to come down. Then I asked her if she herself got the doubt or Vinay told about my engagement with her… Anu said Vinay told about my cousin and my engagement with her. I said “you fool, my cousin is studying 7th class. And she stays with my mother because there is no school in their village. That guy Vinay just knows that there is a girl who is my maternal uncle’s daughter and stays at my home. He doesn’t know her age. How can you think that I will marry such kid???”.

Anu asked me if I told Vinay that it’s just a time pass love. Without replying I asked her about the relationship between her and Vinay. She told that he is her paternal aunt’s son. It made clear that Vinay wanted to wipe me off from Anu’s life. As they both are relatives and Vinay has every chance to marry Anu, he wanted to separate both of us by projecting me as bad. He didn’t anticipate that Anu would talk to me and I explain about my cousin. I explained the same to Anu that Vinay is trying to separate both of us by doing all this.

At first Anu didn’t believe this… upon asking her if she wants to talk me and Vinay in conference mode, she said it’s not necessary and she completely agreed with me.

On that day I felt bad that the person whom I trusted the most and believed as best friend, had backstabbed me for a girl. At that moment, I decided to not to see his face again in my life.

Anyway, I did not lose Anu by his cheap tricks. Anu told me that she would teach him a lesson.

The differences came to an and we became normal. But this is not the end.


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A Phone Pal Story - Part 4 - From Anu

A Phone Pal Story - Part 4 
(From Anu’s perspective)

I went to my native place for 10 days as my grandma felt ill… during this time, I really missed my love. I didn’t talk to Nani (his name is changed to maintain privacy ;) ) for 10 long days :)

I wouldn’t have felt the pain with such intensity if I don’t see his pic. But after seeing his photo I could not stay without talking to him.

When I saw his picture for the first time, I felt that his fellow doesn’t know how to describe himself :P he looks much better. I especially like his innocent looks… the only thing I didn’t like was his serious expressions in the photo… doesn’t this guy know how to pose for a picture? Anyway I’ve given the sealed envelope to Jyothi to post that to his mailing address.

Feb 9th, 2005

Finally my grandma has recovered her health and I came back to Vizag. By this time he would have received my letter and photo. I recharged my mobile and was waiting for his call.

At 11 AM, I got his call. I could sense some anxiety in his voice… for a moment I felt that something is wrong with him. The first word he said was “I am extremely sorry for misunderstanding you and your love towards me”. I didn’t understand what he was saying. When I asked him to know what has happened, the told that he was trying to reach me for past 10 days and he thought I changed my number after seeing his photo.



Don’t know why boys are always insecure about their love… if they could love a girl sincerely, then why can’t a girl love a guy with same (sometimes even with more) sincerity?? I told him that I can never imagine anybody in his place and asked him not to worry. He said that he received the envelope just before that morning and that’s why he tried to call me.

Then he described his feelings when he saw my photo. Gosh… there is some magic in his voice… I was on cloud 9 when he says how beautiful I look :) .

Time was simply passing like that and it’s the time for my annual exams… then came the shock…

It’s Vinay, my distant relative came to visit my family and he came to know about my love story through my foolish sister Nidhi.

What has shocked me the most is, this Vinay was the starting point of my love story with Nani. They both are friends and Vinay gave a missed call to Nani from my mobile when he came to our home in October 2004.

Vinay told that Nani is already engaged to his maternal uncle’s daughter and she lives at Nani’s home in his home town. That’s why Nani goes his home town every week.

And Vinay claimed that Nani told about our relationship and told that it’s just a popcorn love.

Those words boiled my blood and I thought of calling Nani and give him a strong retort. But I don’t want to talk to that characterless guy who has broken my heart with his false love.

So, I sent a SMS saying I don’t want to see his face again in my life.

After sending that SMS, I got numerous calls from him. What this guy is trying to do? Does he want to make me fool again? I don’t want to talk to him so I cut all of his calls and switched off my mobile.

I hate myself for trusting a cheat and his words. If God really exists, he will definitely teach Nani a strong lesson.

I don’t have other option than washing the stains of my foolish act of my life and keep going with my studies.


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